ahlOy's blog

2011-03-27T06:51:00.003+08:00

that girl i saw, with tt little cloth on her, going to club, is not the same girl i met at hougang green, not the same girl that will appear at my house in the middle of the night, not the same girl that will camp outside my house to wait for me, you've moved on, yes finally...
ive finally broke down, im really unable to stand on my feet. until now u still think i broke up with u for a girl, seriously, what a letdown... u know for u to move on to this stage, i have to go around telling everyone i am very happy. yes show them i moved on, laugh whenever my parents mention your name telling them im very happy. deep down inside i feel like something is pressing hard against my heart, do u know what im going through? yet u still assume , ya im not faithful. ive really broke down this time . i succeded in letting u enjoy urself with some useless people while i have to keep everything down in myself. ever since im with u im not close with my friends anymore. yes, who do i talk to? i can only swallow every shit. telling myself its the choice i wanted. have u asked urself what drove me to this decision? have you? im tired. really tired. yes i dont love u as much as before, but do u know the amount of effort i threw into this relationship? u have never sat down and think of me, u only care of what u think and what u want. today is the day i tore up every letter u gave me, return u all of ur stuffs. u really think im a monster ya? someone who can just do this rip everything off. all this things brings tears to my eyes everynight. yes. when u are enjoying. i took time to look through them. for all that u said, u miss elvee , ya, fuck u . miss my ass . tearing everything brought me down to my knees. u know i waited downstair ur house for half an hour. just want u to make sure u bring home everything.
but all those things just arent worthy. u can just simply take ur time to go home, sent me a message telling me thanks for sending ur stuff bk. haha. nice. u drove me to this corner where i have gone crazy. u left me with no choice. go ahead play hard carolyn. instead of studying for ur O levels. there u are. go ahead and disappoint ur parents. waste ur time n everything u have.
why i went to ph, todays is the first day i drove this car. i wanted to share with u the feeling. but u disappointed me. carolyn, from now i will move on, i will not be weak i will not let u look down on me.
i only hope u will study hard. make ur parents proud.
i wan u to do something which i can support u, not by wasting ur time like this.
good bye

2011-03-26T03:04:00.002+08:00

xiao yi xiao, mei she me guo bu liao.
u really can do it ya?
"rmb carolyn will 4ever be behind you" thats what u left on the sticker by my bed.
yes u took everything i have now . u threw everything at my house. thats how good you are.
i never knew u could be like this, i never knew u would become like this, yes time and time u proved to me, u change slowly, a break up , u seem like u were so hurt, only for the 1st 2 weeks ya. i always thought u were different from other girls, never knew u were just one among the crowd. i really dont know how am i suppose to throw all that u gave me, do u feel the same way as i did everynight before u sleep? do u still feel any pain? i have to live my life with ur clothes in my house, and everything that u gave me, a simple thing for u, just to leave everything in my house and there u go, enjoy urself .. u know this wont last for long, u know it. for the last time. i will read everything that u gave me, and i will throw it all away. saying break up is really easy. i really need someone to talk to, but i have to show everyone a brave front, just like u are now.. who can i trust i really need to ask myself.. yes carolyn, take everyone from me. take them away. all the crap that uve said to me, all the shit u gave me to face when i was with u. when u didnt have allowance to take i had to fucking sell drugs just to get a bit of money for us to go through a period u know how much i went through ? when i couldnt tell u at all, i kept the fear to myself.. just because i want u to have a better life, u really think i could just print money like this? as a girlfriend , ask urself , have u ever gave me support in what i do, u were always selfish, thinking u were always right, till we have to quarrel than u apologise and tell me u were in the wrong. even during the period when im most down, u have to do this to me. because of u, ive done so much things, but ended up, all u think is i will run away with another girl. u know carolyn, everytime u say that, i hurt very badly inside cause u fail to see the so many things that i have done for u, because of u i quarreled with my family, i thought u will always be there for me, u were the one, because of u i went against what i didnt want to do, because of u i studied hard so that i can give ourself a better future ahead. because of u i did so much, but u didnt show me any signs of appreciation, u still thought i would run off didnt you?take it all away carolyn, uve really did it, ive really falled badly. you should be happy, u made me go through all this, ive looked forward to so many things. but now, i can only see it in my dreams. u were suppose to study hard now u are wasting ur life. its ur O level. have u forgotten ur family? after all that i gave up for u, what type of treatment did u give me? where my parents had to scold me time n time again cause of ur laziness.. i thought i could just give u up like this. and u would start to treasure ur family more. but i was wrong. tell me, how am i suppose to throw everything away, u know everytime i want to throw these things away something just holds me back, u are not who u are already, youve become another person. every photo i seen now brings tears to my eyes. every single memory its in here. u will never know the amount of pressure i have to face when im with u. once again, bye carolyn, thank you for all the memories and thank you for being there when i needed someone to talk to. uve done much, ive done much, just at the end of the day, we really aren't meant to be. goodbye my love, goodbye.

2011-03-23T19:17:00.002+08:00

i have been carrying this burden for so long, hoping that u will turn better, study harder. now seeing u like this. i felt that u are wasted... what happened to us? u know what uve done, all the pain u brought me time n time, and just a sorry i am suppose to forgive u for everything uve done? what uve made me become time n time again, ur thousands of lies, how can i trust u still? since u like clubbing life, since u want to know so much more useless guys, go ahead, your family will just be as disappointed with u as i am.. i really think its time i let go. im really tired of doing this.. im so tired now. one day u will see this i know. u will learn the pain u made me go through, u think im very happy with this decision i make right? close to 3 years carolyn.. u dont understand me at all.. why i push u away time n time again? its to make u grow stronger, and walk the other direction, ur stubborness will kill u one day. its really depressing to go through my life this way carrying u with me. most importantly, uve sought out ur thoughts. u know who u will mix with, ur old enough to see, now im gonna let u go. now i will let go.
bye...

2011-03-18T02:10:00.003+08:00

How many times does a butterfly blink before it learns to fly?
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars but how many there will remain?
You don’t know why I had to leave you how could I ignore your every cry,
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground so clearly pierced my heart,
You don’t know why I had to keep away, circling in the sky above, just out of sight.
So many are the things you never knew...

im begging god to give you a good man to take care of you for the rest of your life...
i hope when i see you down the road, you have found a guy who loves you more than i do.
thank you carolyn for changing my life so much and for leaving me so many beautiful memories...

2009-06-17T19:28:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYBODY!
Hahaha, i'm here to clear my baby's spiderwebs! :x

Aloysius is doing very fine now, and he's going to spend a big bomb on our 1year anniversary which falls on this friday, 19June! AHhhh* Hahaha!
I will help him to relink all of you, just leave down your url here! :)

BYE PEOPLE!

Hugs for you, darling. :)

,
Carolyn.

2009-03-04T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hello!
Posting on behalf of Aloysius Lim Jun Min. 8)
Heh!

He's fine, well kicking now. Even thou he don't touch his blog.
He's now very busy with school works, tuition, selling ice-cream etc.

Hahaha.
Nicer means no time, busy man.
Nan ting yi dian means lazy bum! :3

Bye everyone, shall post a better one next time.
Got to catch my show soon!

Your cutest girl. ^,8

Carolyn.

2008-12-02T18:16:00.002+08:00

to all my bro s n sis s,
thurs i goin bk to report for my case ,
if suay suay anythin happen, u all mus tc arhs,
thanks for those who always stay by me when i need help, when im in trouble,
u all must take care if anything happen to me okay,
i dun tink this time will so lucky anymore,
sry nw adays nvr go down find u all, slack with u all ler,
i got my own difficulties der, nt i dun wan go down,
see if got time this few days will go find u all if i can,
take care everyone, =)

girlfriend, learn to take care of urself too, i'll miss you.

2008-11-22T02:07:00.003+08:00

CLOUDS, CLOUDS, CLOUDS =)

sometime long ago without having to talk or debate to decide
everything took on its own kind of walk, their own stride
even shadows lean to the left and make their way back to the right,a slow rotation of feigned unconcern while anxiously trying to avoid light.starting off sleepy and consistently ending up again the same way, no sharp peak but a steady smooth arc: the definition a day
concealed realities emerge as emerald leaves start taking on rustas souls stream like rain falling through the clouds on a betrayed trust...and lately while looking deep into the diamond dust night sky. ive accepted the bitter truth and no longer obstinately wonder why,only acknowledged how inconvienient it is that when my heart feels the heaviest - only then i want to fly...desensitized eyes cant pick up on what its subtle speech means
every year the rust oscillates between onyx and emerald green
and the slow steady arcs belie a constant change so subtle and yet intense, oh how it elusively curls, spreads and unfurls just like drifting incensesilently threading through toes and slipping between clinching fingers inspite of the unfulfilled hunger the sweet aroma of it still lingers, this is the passing cloud to which hearts grasp until the last gasp.

2008-11-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

Hello! This is Carolyn, his cutest girl blogging for that lazybones! :D Hahaha.

Nothing much these few days, he has been going around for interviews, slacking at green, and meeting me up.

We gonna go out tmr for Sakae treat by me, and off to prawn fishing in the night! HAAAAA!

Talking on phone now with him, while he's playing his psp. Silly boy!

And, i love him. :)

2008-10-17T01:48:00.002+08:00

THIS BLOG'S ROTTING MAN !!!

its been a long long time since i last update my blog,
hmmm, didnt use com for quite some time, so , ya tts about it.
hmmm, past few days was spent with baby, chalets, n stuffs.
wooosh, jus read baby's blog, SO EMO !!!
haiiyooo, baby baby, dun always so emo n think so much okay.
i really really really really love uuuuu !!!
i know my attitude has been very bad, i dunno why its like tt oso,
dun always emo emo ok, dun always think the negative,
i will always be with u i will always love u,
my attitude may change, but wat will nvr ever change is my love for u,
baby, ive comed a long way before i knew u, ive been finding someone like u for very very long,
someone so loving, so caring,
u might be unreasonable at times, but dear, pls think before u show attitude uh,
sometimes its not worth it to get angry at somethings, which u 'said before' or 'done before'
u shd know uh, example: todae at billard, luan luan misunderstand me uh, hmmm,
darling u shd know, hw hard i tried when we first started,how much i held on, how much effort i put in, the tears tt drip frm my eyes, all are not for fun, its not for show,
a guy will nt cry for a girl, unless he really really loves her,
hw many times have tt happen baby, i may sae hurtful things at times, but sometimes u know i didnt really mean it, i jus dunno how to tell u, so i tot by saying a little harsher it may help,
baby uh baby, dun always think i will leave u ok, how much we quarrel, its not gonna affect our relationship, i'll still love u, i just dun wan u to be so emo, always emo emo emo, thn i see also i will emo, i want to make u the happiest girl u know, im trying already,
just im goin through some difficult moments nw uh,
baby, thanks for being there for me when im down, thanks for being there for me always,
i want to let u know, i will never let a girl like u go,
even after i die i will still grab on to u okay . (heehee, scared rite? o.O)
i will be a ghost ard u forever, protecting u frm harm.
beleive me okay baby, u mean alot to me, u mean everything to me,
ure something i cannot cannot lose,
just nw jus send u home, now i miss u sooo much, =( ,
i dun like this feeling, almost every night i feel it,
tmr goin yiwei chalet, can spend a night with u again ler ! wee u weet !!!
hahas, baby i wan to let u know, IM SO HAPPY BEING WITH U, despite the times we quarrel.
BUT PLS DEAREST , DUN ALWAYS EMO EMO HAO MA !
I WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE U, I WILL GRAB U TIGHT TIGHT FOREVER AND EVER,
AMEN !,
hahas, gonna call baby soon, hope she faster faster use com.
tmr can meet baby again, weeesh.
rmb baby, my love will never change for u, ure someone i longed wanted to have, its like finally i got u, i will cherish u, treasure u, n love u more each day alright, pls uh baby, no more emo emo ohkay !!? . wo shi zhen xin ai ni der,
CAROLYNNN, ILOVEEYOUUU!!!!!!!

2008-10-06T13:16:00.002+08:00

here it is,
now after seeing an asshole's blog,
im beginning to see the unsculpturous behaviour of a human being, or should i sae, animal?
someone who would beat up his girlfren would sae tt he love her?
i lived 17 yrs in this world n this is the joke of my 17 yrs life,
now wan to step wan emo, attract attention ah?
tink u post bulletin all ur 'sad' problems will hide ur animal behaviour?
u shd go to a zoo, n check if ur able to stay with the animals there,
or mayb visit a psychiatrist at the nearby wood bridge,
its quite near ur hse so i must sae its quite convenient for u to travel over,
if ure too retarded to go there, i can bring u along too.
if u have the balls, write out wat uve done , let everyone judge u if ure a human being or a asswiping son of a bitch.
dun just shoot ppl n tink u big fuck liao.
go ask urself la, u tink u some prince charming, cinderella queue up for u ah?
if u tink u are thn i tell u ki hong gan hor gao gan .
girls will wait if they think tt ure worth it,
let ur frens noe wat u do to her la, see if they will have the same opinion?
hahas, or ppl will tink u sot plug, throw u inside woodbridge , LOLS?
aya, if u see this u not happy, thn come find me ok. =)
im always at green. =)
bloody fucker.

2008-10-06T13:06:00.003+08:00

its been a LONGG LONGG LONGGGG time since i blogged,
been very busy this few days, studies, training, n outings,
n most importantly , pei my baby, so no time to use com,
hhahas. baby just finished her exams, thn call me ler, weees,
hmmm, gonna study with baby n her frens later on,
got poa paper tmr, =(.
have nt really been studying for POA as its so difficult,
later still gt training at 7 .
waaas, its gonna be a tired day man,
hmmm, gonna bath soon thn go meet baby ler,
dnoe if she will faster faster prepare or like snail lea, OPPS !
hmmm, guess will nt be blogging tmr oso,
got lion dance, sooo,
bye peeps !!!
ohya, i finally changed by to my own blog link, hahas.

2008-09-25T11:59:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i started blogging,
hmmm, seldom use com ler, no time to blog oso,
full time boyf, mus pei my babygirl . =)
baby jus had her recess, she sae after recess will call me,
sure wont call der i know, hmmm =(
miss baby so muchhhhh.
wished so hard she was beside me now,
hmmm, nth to sae ler,
BYE !
ALOYSIUS❤CAROLYN

2008-09-22T14:26:00.001+08:00

aloysius is handsome today!

2008-09-16T18:42:00.002+08:00

woke up todae , wanting to give someone a surprise =D
hahas, hope she was happy with it.
went to sch after tt, when in sch, my teacher call me,was in class so didnt pick up,
thn my mum called me, she told me my teacher sae i nt in sch, -.-
diaos lor, thn clarified with my mum n everythin ok ler,
todae 4 period thn went home ler , wooo !!!
such a short day in sch, cool hor?
after tt went green packet chicken rice, thn go home eat ler,
eat ler thn went to bath n go have a rest till carolyn called me,
pei her talk a while, thn she went to bath n use com ler,
thn i went to rest a while mre, bfore buddy called me,
dun be sad buddy, slowly talk to keat peng, i believe he will understand der.
cheer up okay !!
darling, i really hope i can be there for u when u needed someone, why are u suddenly blocking all ur calls n stuffs, im really so worried, u once promised me tt u wont keep things from me rite?
i feel heartbroken lea, if u happen to see this can u tell me please?
i wan to be the one who will make u smile when ure sad, dun bottle things up in ur heart ok,
ur hearts meant for me only, not other things else, share with me wats goin through ur mind ok?
u noe i love u, i would like to be there for u, =)
yst was the first time someone throw ice cream at my face like tt,
hmmm , i oso dnoe why i wont angry lea, hahas,
hope can have more fun time with my darling again,
haiisss , exam coming, tt means less time with darling,
darling, darling, darling, i love you !

2008-09-15T13:21:00.003+08:00

i dun understand why u r so unreasonable,
im really not angry, just disappointed,
tell u i not angry, u sae my attitude sucks,
i tink ur attitude is the one tt sux bah,
said u'll be busy this few days, need study n stuff,
todae still can go out la, u go out u tink u will really go study mea,
or is play play play only,
aya, dun wan sae liao,
jus wan u to study before ur exams, oso so diff,
fine than, if i care bout u n this is wat happens,
i shall nt care, like i said, its better i go far far.
i wont want to gain ur pity dun worry,
bye and take care .
no matter wat happens, i'll still wait silently, cause ur something which i dun wan to lose, but im forced to seperate from, goodbye my lover, goodbye my fren, uve been the one for me.take care & i love you.
i really did try, but did u?

2008-09-12T01:58:00.001+08:00

todae is a short day,
stayed at home for most of the time,
thn went to green after tt.
homed with carolyn.
end of day !

i saw everything in ur blog, should i sae about it or should i pretend i didnt see anything.
im so confuse once again .
someone tell me wat to do right now.

2008-09-12T01:49:00.002+08:00

sometimes life has a tough decision to make,
but it always seems everything dosent go the way you please .
wherever it goes, its just always how u catch it back,
it may seem bitter at times, it may be sweet too.
always treasure those around you,
or one day when u lose them, u'll regret for life.
sometimes u lose them for a while, sometimes u lose them for life,
one will never know when their time is up till they choose to lose their life,
life is not simple, but how do u lead ur life is how u choose to make it simple or not.
a relationship requires both party to give wat they have ,
it is similar to exchanging something, which is called love.
love is not selfish, love is truthful, love does not lie.
but sometimes love does makes someone blind.
love is something many cannot control.
they choose to love things which they lost, but they never choose to love the things which they have right now.
wats most important is not to keep the past in your heart and move on in life,
by keeping things in ur heart, u'll always wan to dig them out n have a look at them,
thn u'll once again fall back into the same place u were in bfore.
once again u have to start from scratch to let go of everything again.
sometimes its easy to do things, but dun make it so complicated as if u make it complicated, you wont know where u started off, n where to end off.

to live a cheerful life with the one u love.
to forget all the bad memories.
a life where theres just me and you.
goodbye!

2008-09-11T01:38:00.004+08:00

for my special someone, though its lyrics, it means alot :
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die No!
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....
You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
Always be my baby.

2008-09-09T13:01:00.003+08:00

你是我这一生这一生最最最害怕去伤害到的人
也是我这一生这一生唯一能让我安定下来的人
虽然我并没有并没有并没有一身温纯的灵魂
但是我很愿意很愿意做那个永远照顾的人
我的爱人请听我有颗不善言语的心
只能够看着你远处的背影

2008-09-09T04:31:00.002+08:00

i may not be a perfect boyfriend in your eyes, but i'll do anything just to see you smile.Between us there is a gap, im already trying to fill up the gap, me alone i can never fill it up.will you fill it up? All i need is for u to trust me and love me, trust me that i am not like other guys, trust me that i wont let you fall, trust me that i will not hurt you . we might quarrel at times, but every relationship has problems, hand in hand i believe we can make it through all problems.Please dun give up so easily again,through this break up, i learnt tt my life is not only just me but a big part of it belongs to u now, tell me how can i tell u, i love you more than life.in my life ur the only one whom im most afraid to hurt,ur the only one who'll make me quiet down n listen to whatever tt comes out frm ur mouth. uve already meant everything to me.
girl, im really serious about you, dun doubt my love for u alright. the only reason i kept going on and on is you, will u give urself a chance to love again, will u give us a chance to be back together again? i will wait for ur ans alright, no matter how far i go, my heart is with you, ive run out of ways to tell u tt i love u more thn my life and i really love to be loved by you.
no matter wat choice u make i will be happy for u.
a love i will remember for life, a love which started on the 19 of june.
if there is a need to, i will leave ur life . i never regreted loving you though hw painful it is, the only regret i have now is not to have known u earlier, nw we're in this stage, if you'll give urself just another chance to love again, i promise i'll treasure this chance n i promise i'll give u happiness.most importantly is to move on, dun always keep the past in ur heart.
the smile of urs changed my everyday life and my meaning of life is you.
dearest, i love you.

2008-09-08T19:50:00.002+08:00

met carolyn todae ! .
went for lunch thn went to walk ard point.
after eating waited for beekee to come ,thn went to NTUC to buy some stuff.
before sending beekee home thn carolyn sent me home.
it all felt so weird, i wish i could hug u wherever i go,
it all seems so weird, i felt tt i cant care much anymre, how jealous i get, hw sad i get i can only hide to myself . do u tink its weird?
sorry for being emo today, sometimes i just really cannot smile so happily when i tink of things.
i really want to be with u again, but im afraid problems will start to arrive n again u will nt want to meet me. =(
nw tt u start to contact him, idk hw things will go, im really so afraid,
nw tt we are nt tgt, will u cherish me more?
hope tt tmr i can meet u as we planned as i canceled my afternoon tuition.
pls girl, dun tink tt i will treat u as other ppl,
ure my love, its diff hw i treat my love n my fren, it wont be the same,
my girlfren is for me to dote n to love,
now and forever u will be my love, till u dun wan me anymore.
im not other guys, im aloysius lim.
dun tink so much, we'll be happy if ure willing to go to a world where theres just both of us,
im already willing to, are u?
its the first day we broke up, and im already feeling so unwell.
now i still miss u so, n im always looking at my phone to see if u'll msg me.
dear no matter wat happens to me, the spaces in my heart are meant to be filled by u.
take care my love.

2008-09-08T00:32:00.004+08:00

i found something missing in my life now,
i know its u, i wanna hug u tight once more,
i dunno if there will still be a chance for me to.
will we still be in contact? will we still meet up? will we still be tgt?
all i can do is silently wait, i know i will because its the only way.
a girl like u, hw can i forget, a simple girl who makes me go crazy over her.
uve seen the weakest part of me which no one saw,
every night when we said byebye, i will always hear u put ur phone down first,
everynight i before i sleep i think of u, if we will meet the next day,
everyday my only wish is to meet u, if i can just see u, my wish will be fufiled.
now uve gt ur own life, im in no position to say anything or to care about ur life.
i hope u will really take good care of urself.
just a few days we've not met, u lost weight already.
have a balance diet n please sleep early,
i guess i will be gone for nw, take care love.
ur something i never wanted to lose and ure the only thing i wanted in life.
i never though i would cry infront of anyone again, till today i really cant control it anymore.
pls do blog everyday about ur life, as i really would like to see. =')
as i promised, i will wait silently for you.

2008-09-06T21:39:00.004+08:00

went to green tdae, wanted to see a doctor, but all clinics closed,
so went to the chinese medicine shop n drank a cup of powder tea? hmm.
after tt went to town to have my hair cut, after tt came bk home ler,
hmmm , boring day, total meal = 3 char siew bao. -.-
bye peeps !
a battle i got to fight now, i really cannot afford to fall,
though im afraid, i believe she'll give me the confidence .

2008-09-05T21:39:00.004+08:00

u went to meet him tdae,
i feel so afraid nw, so scared, ever since u started contacting him, i felt so afraid,
i told u im alright with it, but inside me im shivering so badly, i keep thinking of things, everyday i go through fear, and i dun dare to ask u, its nt tt i dun trust u, but i dunno why are we drifting apart ever since u contacted him. if i were to go to ur hse n sae i wanna pass u somethin, will u come down? when he came bk frm genting, he str8 come find u, give u wat u liked. i noe hes got a motive, im sure deep inside u , u noe it too. hw am i suppose to tell u hw afraid i am to lose u,
when i see those sweet words in ur blog, isit for me?
tell me hw can i tell u, i love u more thn my life,
i feel so down, so sad, why am i caught in this situation again,
i tot i met someone who will be with me, stick with me, and last with till the day i die.
frm the starting till nw, everytime i sent u home, i will always wanna hold u bk,
u can choose to whether u wanna love me, but i can only choose to love u or to love u more.
when u said u gonna meet him, u sounded happy. i dunno where we'll go, but i really wanna hold u so tight now, hw can i tell u all this . i love you so much, u control my mood totally,
the feelings so diff nw, sometimes i cant feel tt u love me, isit cause ur holding bk?
if u are, why, why are u so afraid, why do u tink i will hurt u,
why do u tink im like other guys, im aloysius.
i once told u i will go through everything with u,
but if u continue like tt, will u make it?
i need u to ans me, i dun wanna keep everything like tt,
but its just i dunno hw to tell u, n im afraid it will change ur mood.
see-ing u happy nw, i really am happy for u, but i cant be happy for myself,
if ur pretending to be happy, tell me so, i wanna know everything,
i dun wan u to keep anything from me.
i promise you i wont be like other guys, all i wan is for u to try again,
try once more, let this be OUR last romance, let this love last till the hair on our head turns white, let this love be the sweetest fairytale. ive lost all my confidence, ive put all my hopes on u.
i really need ur love n concern. i dun wan u to treat me so cold, or to treat me like a friend,
hush my baby girl, dun be afraid, we may quarrels we may have our bad times,
this are all part n parcel of a relationship, u know i love you,
i will do anything for u, but im really so afraid nw.
i guess all this will nt be answered.
all i want is u to be really happy,watever choice u make, i will always be hiding behind u, watching u smile. im so afraid of losing u, im afraid it will come too soon.
i guess everything will be decided by u.
a love i didnt wanna sae goodbye to, its like forcing me to give up on everything.
carolyn, are u mine? till the day i die? .
watever it is, i hope the day will come, where u'll love me, n i will love u deeper with all my heart n soul , i will prove to u tt u did nt love the wrong guy, i'll bring u the sweetest romance.
only when i got u, i will have the confidence to do anything,
i guess i need ur love n concern nw, to pull me up, and to give me confidence to start all over again, it might be tiring but its worthwhile cause its for u.
19062008

2008-09-04T13:47:00.002+08:00

a choice i didnt want to make,
a love i treasured with all i got,
the promises i made,
the dreams i followed,
a girl which can be so sweet,
a girl which made me fell for her.
now dreams are all dashed, where are my hopes,
nw i find myself standing on a pole, with no directions and plans.
all i can do is wave and say goodbye to my love.

2008-09-02T20:06:00.003+08:00

woke up,
tuition teacher gt dirriahoea, tuition was canceled.
thn bath n went to sch for social studies remedial,
damn shag nw, after remedial went to green n ate dinner b4 coming hme,
was unwell the whole day, so feverish.
Not a good day
Eat 2 pandadols
God save me
Lies
English paper on thurs
Counting the time
Together
tts all for today. gonna rest nw.
do u need me as much as i need u?
do i still mean alot to u? or have ur feelings faded.
do u still care for me? sighs.

2008-09-01T22:00:00.006+08:00

todae woke up at 12+,
mum wanted to bring me for a haircut,
went to paragon to have a haircut,
so expensive yet it seems the same to me, hmm.
after tt mum went to taka to see her stuff,
thn went to wisma cause mum wanted to see her shoes,
shopped there awhile while i waited for mum, bought 2 shirt n a pants.
was very busy through the day as the whole time i was taking care of thaddeus -.- .
spoilt mood fellow. after tt came hme n studied,
boring day, feeling so troubled today,so many things to think of. sighs.

i miss u so much, it seems like a long time since i last saw u, sighs,
are we drifting apart? will u need me no more once ur busy with ur blogshop?
sighs, idk if im thinking too much or isit really gonna happen like tt,
how i wished i could have a glimpse of u now, hw i wished i can hug u nw n tell u tt i love you.
i always show a brave front but why am i shivering inside,
i really dunno . i really dun wanna be neglected by you. sighs.
idk wat will happen in the future though.
too see u so happy nw i feel happy too, but idk why do i feel so sad at the same time,
i dun wanna be a burden to u too, im so afraid.

2008-09-01T12:36:00.003+08:00

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2008-09-01T00:08:00.002+08:00

nth much tdae ,
went green a while, came bk at 7+.
wooosh . came home to talk to darling!.
hahas, shes at home the whole dae, so its my duty to accompany her =D .
frm the time i came hme till nw, wooo !
ohya, ate dunno wat thin jus nw,
was stuck in the toilet bowl for 15 damn mins -.-'' .
cool rite ? zzz .
i miss baby so much nw, its been like 6 yrs since i last saw her , :'( .
gotta study tmr ler, promised baby i will study tmr ,
gonna have a haircut tmr too, wonder wat new look will i get,
ok, tts the end of todae! .

tell me how can i tell u i love you more thn life & i love to be loved by you, we kept on going on cause this is where we both belong =) .

its nt the stars who hold our destiny, its in ourselves.

2008-08-31T00:24:00.001+08:00

NOTHING WRONG !
DUN KAYPO !

2008-08-30T13:42:00.006+08:00

ive been having weird dreams lately, HAIYOO
wher'd u go, i miss u soo.
ALOYSIUS!

Baby please,Please dont take your love from me,I am yours forever more,Til eternity.
Silently,Listen to the words I say,Now I'm not talkin just for play.Listen to me please
shes always on my mind, from the time i wake up, till i close my eyes,
shes everywhere i go. shes all tt i know.
set her free, if she returns in time, i'll know shes mine forever.
When it looked as though my life was wrong,You took my love and gave it somewhere to belong.Ill be here, when hope is out of sight,I just wish that I were next to you tonight.And though, Ill be reaching for you even though Youll be somewhere else, my love will go;Like a bird on its way back home,I could never let you go And I just want you to know tt I can wait forever,If you say youll be there too,I can wait forever if you will,I know its worth it all, to spend my life alone with you.

2008-08-27T21:30:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHTS, MY MOOD NOW IS ^^ BOW WOW !!!
todae nth much to blog,
jus wanna tell me dearest i love her so muchhhh @@!
hope everythin will go on well frm now on,
dearest jiayous !!
wo ai ni

2008-08-26T17:18:00.002+08:00

wats happened, i cant control it,
no matter how hard i try to ask, no matter how hard i tried to care,
it dosent seem to work, u might wan me to tink of how u feel,
but i nvr did tell u hw i felt, the words u told me always seems so beautiful,
u need nt del ur blog away, i guess u'll be much happier w/o me ard,
like u said all u need were ur frens,
take care my love, this love i'll always remember,
i'll still be beside u when u need me.
all i can sae, is im sorry for nt keeping my promises,
i didnt have a chance to.
now all im left, a broken computer table.

2008-08-25T21:22:00.002+08:00

todae !
went sch, 3 periods, n im out,
was damn tired, did my hw in sch, which was so many questions,
left sch at 10+ .
came hme n went to green to eat with my mum n thaddeus,
eat ler thn come home n rest, rest till bout 4+,
thn went to bath n waited for tuition,
wooo, missed baby so badly, could not meet her the whole day,
N lvls are coming, needa buck up soon, bfore its too late.
hmmm, ate a very filling dinner jus nw, SUPER FULL NOW AR.
OKAY, tts life for today,
its boring cause didnt meet baby todae =(.
hope baby will sleep early tonight n wont get a headache tmr,
ilovecarolyn . bye peeps

2008-08-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

todae !!!!
woke up, forgot tt todae gt tuition,
so i postponed tuition to meet baby todae,
wahahas, baby went to amk hub to collect somethin,
thn came bk to hg to meet me,
went to green to eat, this time went to a diff coffee shop,
wooos, ate chicken rice n the prawn dunno dunno wat thin,
eat ler thn went to my hse, watched huang jin lu n played with thaddeus,
watch finish ler i went to rest at my room,
baby accompanied me while my dad n thaddeus went off to fetch my mum.
rest a while before baby complained she was hungry,
went LJ to eat, after tt go shop n save walk walk see gt wat to buy,
WHEEW , thn i had a very romantic idea , o.O . ; to walk in the rain,
lols, baby was unwell so i let her wear my hoodie ,
walked to blk 913 dere, thn slacked at a 'hut?'.
took many pictures while baby danced for me too see ; 'OPPS'
hahas, thn we took many many many pictures todae, WAHAHAHAHAS !
dnoe if i got permission to upload anot leaa! hees.
after tt i walked baby home, thn i went home too.
WOW, its another day with baby, such a great day, wat more could i ask for, hahahas !!
bye peeps !! gonna call baby soon. wOOooooooo!!!!!!!!

2008-08-24T13:29:00.003+08:00

IM SOOO BORED AT HOME !!

2008-08-24T00:31:00.002+08:00

im here to announce something stupid which i did today,
i went to taka, bought a box of chocolates, for baby.
wanted to give her a surprise, but ended up, i screwed up the whole thing,
bluffed her i was tonning at town cause i wanted to put the chocolate outside her hse w/o letting her know,
im sorry baby, i didnt know my bluffing u like tt it would make u so heartbroken.
i really didnt meant to bluff u,
i jus used tt as an excuse cause i wanted to give u a surprise.
im sorry sorry sorry, glad ur nt angry with me anymore,
i wont do it again, i promise.
i love you.

2008-08-22T23:37:00.003+08:00

MY PROMISE TO CAROLYN :

I PROMISE I WONT HURT CAROLYN.

I WANT HER TO TELL ME IF SHE HAS ANY PROBLEMS,

SO THAT I CAN GO THROUGH IT WITH HER.

I PROMISE TO BE WITH HER THROUGHOUT ALL HER PROBLEMS, I PROMISE TO UNDERSTAND HER,

MY EARS ARE HER'S, MY SHOULDERS ARE HER'S,

MY HEART BELONG TO HER.

I PROMISE TO BE SWEET TO HER, BUT I NEED HER LOVE AND CONCERN TOO, MY DEAR, WILL U PUT UR PAST BEHIND YOU AND WALK THE ROAD WHERES THERES ONLY YOU AND ME, LET ME BRING YOU TO THE SWEETEST FAIRYTALE WHERE THERES ONLY YOU AND ME, I PROMISE NOT TO LEAVE YOU, AND I WONT LET YOU LEAVE ME TOO, EVERYTHING I DO, I DO IT FOR YOU, I DO IT FOR U CAUSE OF A SIMPLE REASON, AND THE REASON IS CAUSE I LOVE YOU.

SHE IS THE SUN IN MY UNIVERSE THEREFORE SHE IS THE ONLY ONE AND SHE WILL NEVER BE REPLACED,

I HOPE SHE WILL FOLLOW HER HEART AND LOVE ME AND BE HAPPY WITH ME.

THIS I PROMISE YOU .

2008-08-22T14:27:00.003+08:00

having a bad headache rite nw,
been having weird dreams lately, been thinking so much,
i dunno wats gonna happen,
i dnoe wats on ur mind,
i dnoe everythin now. my mind is totally blank,
im in the midst of everythin nw,
i cant be there for u,
i dnoe why im feeling this way,
seriously so heartaching .
i wish u will i wish u are i wish u were .

2008-08-21T22:41:00.003+08:00

went to sch todae,
went out early as i wanted to give baby a surprise. hehes
hope she was really happy with the surprise,
n i hoped she liked the present =X .
went to green jus nw to play TD while baby was studying at LJS.
play ler went to eat with ilona at fufa,
after tt went to LJS to find baby while ilona went home.
chatted a while with baby,
after a while they decided to stop studying,
n they planned to go to CP, as in-law wanted to meet her partner, hahas,
went to CP, thn went to pizza hut to eat pizzas,
wahahas, ate ler thn went to wait for 159.
sent baby home n i went home too.
end of day.

a day with my adorable girl, wat more do i ask for? =D
i enjoyed the day with my baby, when there was u, there was me.
for the words u told me jus nw, i will work harder, for i wan u to be mine forever.
llooooooooovvvvvvveeeeeeeesssssssssssssssss yyyooooouuuuuuuuu!!!!!!@

2008-08-20T18:57:00.004+08:00

didnt go to sch tdae,
had sore throat in the morning,
sighs, a really bored day todae,
went to green at 3+,
went lan to play TD,
after tt went home ler.
having a bad headache rite nw,
i saw my sunshine today, at least i got a glimpse of her.
todae was so strange, really really strange,
i missed u so much, n i dint have a chance to talk to u.
close ur eye every night n day, this feeling wont go away
i will take u in my arms n hold u rite where u belong,
till the day my life is through,this i promise u.

2008-08-20T15:45:00.002+08:00

THERE IS NO ONE LIKE YOU

2008-08-18T19:12:00.007+08:00

TO MY DEAREST CAROLYNNN :

Started out the same simple way But when I looked into your eyes Right then I knew,I found the one.When I saw you smile at me I felt the quivering through my knees All along I knew someday I'd give my heart to someone just like you.
Baby, everyday has always been the same thing,Till you came along.
Now it's amazing,What a pleasant change,
A thousand words I still can't explain.
I never thought I'd be in love, in love like this
I never thought I'd be a fool, just for one kiss
I never thought that I'd be here with someone like you
Never thought that I would be in love the way that I do
Baby, everyday has always been the same thing
Till you came alongNow it's amazingWhat a pleasant change
A thousand words I still can't explain
I never thought I'd be in love, in love like this
I never thought I'd be a fool, just for one kiss
I never thought that I'd be here with someone like you
Never thought that I would be in love the way that I do
Here I am still around and wondering
How did I make it without you
Like a fairy tale that has just came true
I'm so in love with you
I never thought I'd be in love, in love like this
I never thought I'd be a fool, just for one kiss
I never thought that I'd be here with someone like you
Never thought that I would be in love the way that I do

baby second mnth in a few hrs time uh, such a lovely time to be with u.

i will fly to the moon up high, grab a star write ur name inside, tell the world tt u are mine, hold u close till the end of time, of all the treasures tt im searching for, a pretty girl tt i adore, i dun ever wan to let u go, stay with me n our love will grow.iPromise.

2008-08-17T22:14:00.002+08:00

Sunday~
i screwed up my blog today. zzz
todae stayed at home the whole dae,
baby didnt go out, so i didnt go out too,
spent some time chatting with baby, before she went to use com n i went to buy food to eat,
ate my prata n watched transformers,
its the 2nd time im watching, but still very nice,
after eat thn called baby,
7.30 watch the table tennis show,
ayoh singapore, zzz, see halfway dun wan see liao,
mum bought food for me,
eat ler went bath n brush teeth,
nw im stuck here with this blog,
sighs, bad blog.
ILONA ! HELP !!!!

my baby is so sweet todae, her voice came back ler, no more a man's voice, hahas
love u dearest !!

2008-08-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

SUAY DAY!!
went sch todae,
was suspended again for long hair, fuck-it,
yst suspended, todae also suspended,
damn teachers said my hair was unacceptable,
thn FINE ! went out of sch, took a bus home,
when reach my hse there, i realised my key is LOST.
damn shag, i chased a total of 5 different 101 buses,
none had my keys there,damn shag,
called mum told her i gt suspended n tt i lost my keys,
went to serangoon garden to have a haircut,
cut till so short, look so toot, haiis, wat to do?
after tt went home had a bath n went to hg sec to meet dearest,
see her run here n there, thn after tt went her hse dwnstair to wait for her,
sry dearest i attitude jus nw, was really damn hot, whole body very sticky,
thn very angry, i know i shd nt put the attitude u oso, but blame it on the weather ok, SMILE =D
after tt went hme bath, slack a while thn pei baby go hg mall to pass somethin to her buyer,
after tt went to meet bingda, beekee n a few other boys.
they went off first thn me n baby went to eat korean food,
eat le go buy sticky candy, lols, we ate till so funny LUH!
hahas. after tt took a bus to my hse,
on the tv , but baby was tired, so went up to sleep,
sleep till bout 8, thn parents came hme,
so woke up, played with thaddeus awhile,
we both got bullied by him a while, thn walk home with baby,
went to 925 to chat chat with baby bfore sending her home,
send her home ler thn go home n eat my dinner !!!
wooos, todae i took pictures with baby,
upload some other time ba !!
baby seems angry with me now,
OPPS ! gotta call her ler bfore the volcanoe erups, lalaals,
i felt so blessed with i found u by myside
baby i had a wonderful day with u todae,
my whole day is U U n U,
u are the main character of my life,
be the main one forever alright,
i promise u'll nvr be replace cause i can nvr find someone as lovely n caring n pretty n cute as U!
hahas ~ Aloysius <3>
my love for u will burn till eternity

2008-08-12T19:02:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i blogged,
hmmm,
todae, sched, gt suspended for hair,
teachers claim my hair is long n unacceptable. -.-
stayed in the office the whole day,
school todae was jus office day,
after sch called baby,
thn met her at her hse dwnstair,
went to point to take bus,
thn go green to eat lunch n see doctor.
thn rented the show, 27 dresses.
baby came my hse n we watched the show,
after disc 1, baby was tired,
so went up to rest,
see the my darling sleep beside me,
(so cute). hahas,
6.20 went off to fetch mervyn,
thn off i went home,
talking on phone with her nw, =D.
bye peeps,
my lovely day with my lovely girl, wat else can be more wonderful than having her by myside.
tmr goin for pizza, only if baby remembers, hahas,
carolyn is a pigggg !!!. opps.

2008-08-08T12:19:00.000+08:00

HI ALL. BYE ALL.

2008-08-07T13:40:00.005+08:00

woke up tdae morning with a bad headache,
hmmm, ate 2 panadol n went bk to sleep,
didnt go sch todae,
boring, so bored.
i tried so hard, n gt so far, in the end, it dosent even matter,
u dun seem to care much anymore, am i thinking too much?
time n time again, i fell, i will pick myself up.
i loved u more thn i tot i ever could.nw wat has it becomed.

2008-08-06T21:56:00.002+08:00

went sch todae,
was very boring, but happy i passed my chem n social studies,
after sch came home to relax,
thn went to meet baby,
went to point with baby to buy mac n came my hse to eat,
had a bath thn watch the piranhasII n ate mac,
was quite a boring show though,
oo, its time to return the disc,
better nt forget ba,
left my hse at 8+,
me n baby played with thaddeus,
went green cause baby wan send sharon a song,
thn off we went to point,
i photo scap my papers while baby bought sweets.
off we went home.
end of day !

baby why do u treat me so formal?
dun think so much alright,
im right here ! notice me alright.
i will always rmb the sweet smile u showed me,
ur smile makes me really happy.ilu

2008-08-03T12:18:00.006+08:00

its a long time since i last post,
here to make sure theres no spiderweb,
I want u to be happy. Never go back where u used to be. Look forward and I'll always stay behind and look at u

2008-07-31T22:27:00.003+08:00

math paper 2 today,
was easy, so no kick,
hmmm, after sch went home sleep,
sleep till 5 thn went for tuition,
tuition finish go green,
eat liao slack a while thn come home,
moodless la, hais

everynight mus use come der, mus be very happy toking to other guys bah,
i dnoe the value of me, am i important?
seems like com-ing is primary n im secondary,
well, i'll gt use to it.

2008-07-30T21:24:00.004+08:00

weets, today half day good half day bad lea,
hahas,
concentrate mre on the good ones better,
met baby at LJS after meeting sharon at serangoon,
sry baby was late ,
hmmm, baby suppose to study but end up like playing more lor !
hahas, hmmm guess it shd be another record breaking day bah,
hahas, loves,

thanks for those whose been helping me. really thanks lots,

baby todae morning when i found u nt by my side anymore,
i tot my dreams were all dashed,
till u told me nt to leave u,
when i saw tt baby, i was really over the moon,
baby remember today alright,
we shall put our past behind us,
we'll walk the road tgt, no matter hw difficult it is to walk,
i will always be beside u, i will nt leave u,
im willing to suffer with u,
seeing tt u r thinking very positive todae makes me really happy too,
nt so many emo moments ler,
guess we shall nt bring up the past anymore ,
look ahead to our future, baby the last thing i wanna tell u is, i love you, n i nvr want to leave u,
i aloysius lim jun min promise to love carolyn toh peng hwee till the day she wan to throw me away,
girl ur my everything i dun wan to lose u,
u may sae this are sweet-nothings but all these, i meant it frm the bottom of my heart,
lets go through watever tt comes our way ok, jus rmb, i'll always be beside u,
u will nvr be alone.

2008-07-29T22:18:00.002+08:00

RECORD BREAKING DAY !
baby n i did nt quarrel today, infact much of a smile on our faces,
weets, baby hw i wish we can be like tt everyday,
hehes, baby mus be studying nw, hmmm , mei you reply wo,
good luck to baby for her exams tmr,
mus pass ok, hehex, all the way baby !

everyday i learn to treasure u more as i see the smile on ur face,
it tells me nt to let u go, because u always bring laughter to my life, though we had sad moments, the happy memories will nvr be erased ,
baby, i wan to tell u, I LOVE YOU !

2008-07-28T22:39:00.007+08:00

haiis, jus by hearing wat others sae,
u relate it to us, n do u know it really hurts so much,
its jus like 3 hrs ago we were eating happily, smiling,
nw im bk to this self again, can i know why,
this relationship is where i put all my hopes,
is our relationship so fragile?
did u ask urself isit me whose always showing attitude?
why mus u always keep things frm me,
i know tt u are thinking of sumthin tts y i bothered to ask u,
mus i really give up asking, give up caring n lead a dead relationship where by i will be the only one clapping?
u dunno the pain im goin through, i dun wan to tell u hw i feel for i know tt u are already very hurt, n i dun wan to add on to u,
im trying means n ways to make u happy, but why is it almost everynight u will start being so emo n ask me stuff bout breaking up,
can we jus find a way to talk out everything,
if u really wan a break up dun wait till after my prelims,
if u dun love me anymore, i wont force u to be with me.
i dun mind goin through any torture, any hardship, to be with u,
but why our relationship seems so fragile,
when u raised ur voice at me jus nw, u dnoe hw i felt,
i tried to control my attitude, wat about u?
i tried to talk nicely, did u?
i dun wan to push to blame to u,
jus put the blame on me bahs,
leave me if u wan to,
ure the person who can make me smile n make me sad,
the tears tt flow out of my eyes were all because of u,
the happiness on my face were also all because of u
i dun want to lose u, but i wanna know how much i meant to u,
if one dae im nt with u, will life be the same for u ?
everyday i hold on to this hope when i can hold u happily,
seeing how ppl who are attached happily makes me wonder if we can be like them,
i believe we can if we leave everything aside n walk the road side by side, jus me n u.
will tt day ever come?
u lift me up so high, n drop me down,
i nvr wan to leave u cause i love u,
god, i pray tt u dun take her away frm me, pls show us the way to our happiness, even if it takes away part of my lifespan, i will still be willing to,
shes really very impt to me, pls make her feel tt way n take away all her sorrows.

im afraid one day i will be drown in my own tears.
iloveyou

2008-07-28T15:34:00.002+08:00

life is for living, i live mine for you.

love is for giving, i give mine to you.

dreams are full of meanings, mine are full of you.

2008-07-27T22:38:00.001+08:00

there are so many WHYS?
sadly the only person who can ans these questions are myself.
nights peeps.

2008-07-27T11:29:00.008+08:00

jus woke up,
damn boring day,
bad start of the day.
nothing to say, bb.

as a boyf i dun have the right to ask u nt to go,
till nw im still waiting for ur call,
u dunno how i felt when u sae u MUST go,
u keep telling me 1 last time,
is the compeitition so impt to u,
or is him still so impt to u,
u said u wont be selfish, but why are u treating me this way?
on our 1st month, u said u wanna try again, to make me ur everythin,
are those words said cause u have the mood to?
a sense of failure in me, when i told my frens i cant even stop u frm goin,
tell me wat can i do, please, im feeling so lost, so miserable, so down.
i really wanna ask u, hw much do i mean to u,
when u can sae brk to me, cause i ask u to del him frm msn,
am i a boyf, when i dun have powers to sae anything.
ppl are telling me, the way u treat him, n the way u treat me,
is totally opposite, i jus have to face the facts,
i dunno where to put my face nw,
i guess ur happily goin to the compeitition now,
well wat can i sae? im still waiting for ur call. =)
no matter wat i will still love u, till the end of time. i wont give up.

i changed my opinion, when this happens,

('.') Carrrroooolllyyynnn typing here. {: Strangers's fate says:
i didn't went to their competition.
Aloysius♥Carolyn - do not pity me. says:
huh
Aloysius♥Carolyn - do not pity me. says:
u jus woke up?
('.') Carrrroooolllyyynnn typing here. {: Strangers's fate says:
no.
('.') Carrrroooolllyyynnn typing here. {: Strangers's fate says:
i woke up at 10.
Aloysius♥Carolyn - do not pity me. says:
ohh
Aloysius♥Carolyn - do not pity me. says:
why wake up no call me
('.') Carrrroooolllyyynnn typing here. {: Strangers's fate says:
i'm telling you. you matters more than him.

u made me really so glad, i nvr tot this would happen.
baby, thanks n i love u
baby now uve start, go all de way, n dun stop alright,
i will wait for u,
till the sky falls down on me.

2008-07-26T13:13:00.001+08:00

FEVER !

goin chu shi nw, byeeee

ri heng ti to lo?
geylang ti ti lo,
4 hang wan tam po,
go ri heng go ri heng go,
ri heng ri heng pa buey toh.

n i'll miss u

2008-07-24T22:12:00.002+08:00

JUST CAME HOME,
phew ~
was drenched under the rain cause of baby's romantic idea,to walk in the rain,
hahas, while walking baby so scared to fall down, hold me so tight,
LOLS ! so cute luh, thn keep complain complain complain,
HAHAHAS dunno is whose idea hor baby?
hmmm, currently having my dinner,stomach made a damn loud sound,
wooo, gotta quickly go bath ba,
i dun wanna fall sick ,
prelims are next week,
goodluck to all having their prelims,
bye ~~~~

you gave me the sweetest romance no one has given me,

2008-07-24T10:34:00.002+08:00

my blog is rotting ~~~

aloysius is currently goin through a big big obstacle in life,
but he's nt goin through it alone,
he is goin it through with CAROLYN TOH PENG HWEE !
so jiayou! jiayou!

goodluck to baby for her exams next week !!!

i am weak, but its u who give me the strength to carry on.

2008-07-21T12:57:00.004+08:00

didnt go to sch todae,
racial harmony ma,
so boring,
go for wat.
bored to death at home,
when does death awaits my presence?
isit true tt another day in this earth brings another day of misery?
or does happiness really does exists,
will someone tell me?

I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Please give me a reason to believe
Say, that you're the one
That you'll always be .

will u ever leave me alone walking my lonely road on a boulevard of broken dreams?
beneath everyones life, there is a thin line of sorrow tt one dosent show.
human beings are strong by nature and weak by heart.

2008-07-20T22:58:00.003+08:00

FROM TODAY ONWARDS, MY FRENSTER IS NOT GOIN TO BE USED,
ANYONE ADDS YOU WITH IT, ITS FUCKING NOT ME,
WHO KNOWS HOW TO DEL FRENSTER,
TAG ME, TY, CANT BE DELETED THROUGH SETTINGS NW,
misunderstanding again, which bitch says i add u,
u think u fucking pretty or some fucked up model,
if u wan spread ard sae i added u,
call me 90991560, fucking bitch make me quarrel ,
who the fuck is yi hui,
IF TT BITCH SAW THIS POST,
CALL ME , mother cb,
ur fucking mother nvr teach u not to lie arh,
fucking whore
SPOILT MY FUCKING DAY!

dearest all i asked is jus for u to ask me first before jumping into conclusions alrite,

2008-07-17T22:41:00.003+08:00

2008-07-17T22:33:00.002+08:00

went to study with baby todae,
hmmmm, study a little thn play play thn study again,
thn after tt went billard, play 1 round of billard,
thn baby went to play pool,
helped her a little and after the games we went to eat,
baby the way u drink ur water so cute luh,
jus a blink of eye the water no more ler,
hahaas, my little superwoman uh,
sent baby home at ard 9+ n i went home too,

how was i to tell u im missing u every second ?

Ilona posting for fun :D

2008-07-15T23:17:00.003+08:00

Hello, handsome and pretty out there.
This is Ilona, the 可爱妹妹 typing. :D

Lousy Aloy, screwed your whole blog up!
Thank me for helping you ok. Wahahaha.
Shit you, offlined without saying thank you to meeeeeeee! ):
And cheer up my dear korkor, 可爱妹妹 is here. :D

You see my back facing you,
Ilona 可爱妹妹
-I'll be back! :D

2008-07-15T13:30:00.011+08:00

sometimes i wonder why are u treating me so unfairly,
uve been hurt b4, and u always sae tt u wont be bk to who u were last time.
dun u tink this is very unfair towards me,
ive also been hurt badly before,
and now im like giving my everythin jus to make u happy,
why are u treating me hot n cold,
is there a need for u to treat me like this,
if u really love me, i hope u will nt treat me like this anymore,
let me know tt after doin so much n trying so hard,
i will at least have the chance to replace him,
i have already opened the door to my heart to u,
have you?
i always tot, if one day im left with nth,
i'll still have u, how long more can i hold this hope for?

life is rather unfair

to see u hurt, to see u cry, it makes me weap n wanna die,
watever ur decision, i will respect u,
if its possible, tell me how u wan me to prove to u,
ure goin to be the last girl i wan to give up everythin for,
i dun ask anythin much frm u,
all i wan is jus for u to love me as much as i do,
even if u choose to leave me,
i will always be standing by urside,
ive waited for a yr before,
waiting for my love for another yr does nt seem much diff although its long,
who knows hw long i will still have my freedom,
if only i can see ur smile everyday, giving up everythin is still worth it,
everywhere i turn to, theres always ppl wishing me to last long,
how i wish i could, it takes 2 hands to clap,
how can i do it all by myself, i really need u,
sometimes i really hope tt im thinking too much n its nt true,
but it seems to me...

if u love me, promise me tt u wont leave me baby,
im a diff person frm the person u once loved deeply,
only u can bring joy n laughter to my miserable life.
iloveyou

i wish i could laugh happily like hw i used to ...

2008-07-13T22:34:00.003+08:00

went to sentosa yst,
did have some fun,

but also some misunderstanding between dearest n me,

its jus tt things didnt went the way we planned it to be

hmmm, after a while we got fine,

took some pictures,

very sad didnt get a chance to take a pic with baby,sobxxx

i think i made baby really angry todae,
went to baby hse downstair to tell her im sorry,
did nt get to see baby todae,
baby, though we're always quarreling,

i really cant bear to let u go too,

hand in hand we'll walk through the end alright,

always believe tt after the rain, comes the sun n the beautiful rainbow.

2008-07-08T22:18:00.003+08:00

didnt go to sch todae,
was damn tired,
went slack at serangoon,
thn 11+ went home n called baby,
after tt baby went to play cards with her frens,
bout 2 went to meet ilona at green to pei her eat ,
2.30 go outside hg sec to meet baby,
followed her home for her to prepare, thn we went to green for lunch,
after tt came my hse n watch ' ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni ' .

baby, today everything went on smoothly,
hope as days go by, we will nt have so much quarrels anymore,
n i hope to see ur smile everydae,
hmmm, tmr might nt be able to meet u ler, MISSYOU uh !
nightsss~

2008-07-07T23:10:00.003+08:00

woooo, jus came bk hme,
hmmm,
went to the movies todae with dar n her frens,
went amk hub to buy tics thn went to eat mac,
slack at mac awhile thn walk walk ard hub,
before we knew it , 5.30 ler, so went up to the theatre,
dar went to buy popcorn n drinks thn we went in to watch 'The Strangers'
damn scary can, dar was like covering her face all the while(opps),
lols, her reaction so funny luh, hahahas,super duper cute ,
after movie we went to point to slack, thn go 925, thn dar's fren went home le,
baby said she felt like eating long john,
so we walked to green to eat long john,
hmmm, after tt we went to pasar malam to walk walk, where baby bought her cup corn,
after tt thn went ard 918 there to have a chat with baby,
felt much better after the chat, baby i hope u did feel better too,
thn sent baby to 925 there n i walked home ler,
tts all for todae,

baby sry for showing u attitude this afternoon,
was quite pissed off,but after tt ok ler,
sry sry if i 'wei nan' till u,
no matter wat i still love u many many ok,
hahas, great day with baby todae,
looking forward to more outings with my dear CAROLYN.

dearest, though we've been quarreling with each other lately,
hope we do learn somethin frm this quarrels n know each another better,
look on the positive side ok, quarrels can lead to us knowing each other better n will stop us frm quarreling in future, muacks dearest.

i will prove to u, tt my love for u, will always remain and nvr fade away.

2008-07-07T01:52:00.001+08:00

if ure to tell me to not make u my everythin,
the only thin i can say is sorry,
cause ure already my everythin.

2008-07-06T22:10:00.002+08:00

todae woke up quite late,
was very de tired,
hmmmm,
went green late, to have my dinner,
ate le play billard thn come home ler, tts my life todae,
wahahahs.

sry baby, i lost my temper on u today, really really sorry.
shdnt have lost my temper on u,
hmmm, now im making u angry on phone again,
lols, why u so cute one,
angry only so cute? hahahas
i love you ~

2008-07-02T15:55:00.002+08:00

jus came bk frm tanglin hq,
its been so long since i went there, hmmm
fei long took his statement,
for me, shhh, hahas
thn after tt cabbed bk to blk 925,
bluff baby tt somethin was happening as i want to surprise her, hahas
went to 5th floor to camp,
when baby went inside the lift,
i pressed the lift n gave baby a surprised
her eyes was like O.O <- fishball so big,
hahahas so cute luh,
hmmm thn i went home,
hahahs, baby wo ai niii !!!
blog later at night, weees

2008-06-29T11:37:00.005+08:00

Specially for my dear girl;

beneath your little sweet smile,
signs of your sorrows always shows,
let me bring ur sorrows away and bring u happiness will u,
i believe i can do it, only if u believe n trust me,
dun let fate control us or decide for us,
lets control our fate instead alright,
though we'll have to face many obstacles in out r/s,
hand in hand we'll be able to go through them right? =)
it all starts with believing in urself ,
when u start to believe in urself,
theres nth u cant overcome,
girl i love you #
#and yes i really do.

i believe in you

2008-06-29T11:31:00.001+08:00

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time

You'll find the way.

2008-06-29T09:02:00.002+08:00

to feel so hurt,
to search for the love deep inside,
ive found u,
ive got u,
i dun wan to lose u,
but if theres a way i can hold u forever, i will.
to see u still showing so much concern for someone,
it really makes me thinking so much,
i hope we'll go a long way,
i hope we'll really do,
=(

2008-06-26T19:07:00.002+08:00

today go sch,
totally no mood,
cause of somethings tt happened,
zzz,,
end of day!

u left me feeling so disappointed n upset,
its like im worth nth to u,
=)

2008-06-24T14:30:00.003+08:00

didnt go to sch today,
went green have breakfast,
thn go point for second round,
slacked there thn after tt saw weishen n co,
thn went to esso to buy cigar,
zzz~ so diff to smoke
after tt went home,
thn lied down on my bed n called dearie,
after a while went to bath n prepare to go to hg sec to find dearie,
hmmm, she saw me thn walk away lor, =(
thn call ppl come down slack at de library there,
thn go in library talk to the library aunty,
after a while jiu sent dearie home n i went home,
hais,
bored day n so fuck up,
tot dearie was coming to find me todae,
but i guess not anymore,

FUCK UP LAAAAAAA

2008-06-23T01:55:00.002+08:00

todae woke up head vry pain, zzz
msg dearie, thn went bk to sleep,
today had a conflict with dearie again,=(
sry if i vent my anger on u uh,

things tt spoil my day today :
1. woke up with a headache
2. quarrel with dearie
3. haviannas tio 3rd hand, zzz.

dunno why so suay la,
this is my 3rd haviannas missing lor,
damn tt mofo who stole it la,
dun lemme see tt mofo wearing my haviannas or i treat him eat my leg,
zzz, mus buy new haviannas again,
haiis, $$$, where to find $$$ lea,

went to ilona chalet ,
ate a total of,

3 chicken wings
2 hot dogs
8 prawns
6 pork chop
2 bananas & a little kiwi with chocolate fondue,
wahahhahas,
thn fast fast go home to call dearie as i know she misses me,
lalalas.

eating milo with biscuit nw, cant get to sleep,
might be meeting ilona n nigel for breakfast later at 6,
BYEBYE!

2008-06-17T23:00:00.002+08:00

came home frm chalet todae at 12++
bathed n slept till now,
wee u weet,
nvr sleep well for 2days ler,
tonnin at chalet was fun, =D
hmmm, gonna eat now, blog tmr, BYE
and thanks to the psycho of eugene n nixon, i lost $20 due to soccer,
this 2 phrase make me go crazy,
"bet soccer is easy money"
"dun worry, tommorrow game will be better"
sounds familiar? LOLS

someone is in chalet now,
i miss miss miss you,
cnt see u for 3 days,
not seeing u for a day, in my heart im missing u like ive nvr seen u for 3 yrs,=(
hope to see u bk soon,
take care my loooove !

2008-06-15T07:02:00.009+08:00

jus came bk frm eugene hse,
jus now when talking on phone to u,
ur voice was still alright,
till after a while,
ur voice suddenly changed,
i asked u if wats bothering u, u told me nth, hope its true bahh
mayb i felt the way u felt already,
being "mono-toned"
im trying to make myself happy,
and to make u happy,
im still waiting for u,
though waiting is really very hurting n tiring,
im willing to go through anythin,
as long as i can win ur heart n be with u,
i dunno if the day will ever come,
but i really hope tt dae will come soon,
i may think alot at times,
i may get jealous easily,
all this i do, is because im afraid to lose u,
i myself dnoe why am i feeling this way,
whenever my phone rings, ill always peep at it, hoping to see ur name first,
girl i really love u,
dun doubt my love for u alright
:'(

i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn
i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn
i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn i love carolyn
when i first saw u, i told myself tt i would give u my heart

i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn
i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn
i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn
i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn i need carolyn
you are the medicine of all my sickness, just the sight of u makes me feel well again

i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn
i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn
i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyn i wan carolyni wan carolyn i wan carolyn
without you, something always seems missing in my life

i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn
i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn
i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn
i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn
i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn i miss carolyn
i will lose all my sleep jus to daydream about you

2008-06-12T21:57:00.002+08:00

went green todae,
was quite a happy day,
till i reach green, felt damn bored,
did nth there except for a game of billard,
went eat, thn went home ler,

i didnt even have a chance to talk to u,
when i tried to u jus walked away,
and yes, tts my life todae,
but nvm, at least i get to see u todae.=)

2008-06-11T02:58:00.003+08:00

normal life, jus slacked at green tdae again,
aloysius is so heartbroken,
will someone lift me up and nt let me fall again?
hmmm...

why is there always pain in loving someone,
no matter how painful it is, hope the pain will stop one day,
and happiness will flow through my life,
let love bring me n you to a place where theres only me and you,
will we be able to see wat we have in each another?
will we be able to see our future,
though its painful to love,
i will go through this pain,
jus to wait for the day for which i can have u in my arms. ;(

2008-06-09T13:14:00.003+08:00

ive stepped into ur life too late,
mayb i shd learn to give up everything and walk through my life with nth,
u left me really lost right now,
everything u said makes me think alot,
ive loved u like how i nvr loved before,
i guess its the wrong time,
mayb i shdn't disturb u further n jus live the loneliness of my life,
take care when im gone ~

2008-06-09T02:17:00.012+08:00

SENTOSA TODAY ! WEE U WEET !

2008-06-06T07:13:00.004+08:00

yst SO suay,
kena screen by an pai again,
bought 2 bottle of heneiken,
drink one mouth only kena screen by police liao,
zzz, wasted my beer,
heng all frens who were there are alright,
after tt went to ave 8 to chill n slack,
jus reach home , weees,
end of day,,

everyone wan that special someone that hugs u when ur sad,
laugh with u when ur happy,
will hold ur hands and take u out and have fun tgt,
will tell u tt they love u n truly meant it,
will u lemme be the special someone?=X

2008-06-03T20:54:00.002+08:00

todae went home early, was very shagg,
tiring this few days, early morning mus wake up n go sch,
tmr last dae ler, whew,,
next week everythin starts again,
finally tmr can ton again,
i wan go drinking tmr, anyone wan pei me?
feeling soo lost,

CHEERRRR UUPPPP!!!!!

2008-06-02T23:30:00.002+08:00

my mind is in a mess,
dunno wat im thinking,
actually todae very good mood
thn quarrel with mum,
after tt dunno why so fuck up,
things seem to be changing,
and i dunno why,
IM DAMN FUCK UP , i guess no one cares,

2008-06-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

boring dae todae,
went to green for a while, thn went bk hme,
thn after sometime, went to green again, -.-
moody day, zzz
SUCH A BORING DAY,

-===========to see u hurt, to see u cry, it makes weak and wanna die, ============

2008-05-31T16:42:00.000+08:00

it takes a sec to have a crush on u, a min to like u, an hour to love u, but a lifetime to forget you. =D

2008-05-30T20:48:00.004+08:00

woke up todae,
went to dentist,
so naggy fellow,
hear him nag thn cleaned my teeths n i went off,
went green, ate thn went to billard ,
played billard with ilona thn after tt go slack ,
bought cigs n went slacking again,
boring dae,
might be tonning tonight,
with who? i dunno.
weee s

i love douglas,

LOLS

i just dun love u no more ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2008-05-19T12:33:00.001+08:00

love isn't finding the perfect person, its seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

WHO WAN BUY SONY ERICSSON PHONE TELL ME I GOT SPECIAL LOBANG, LEY LONG LEY LONG!

2008-05-14T21:21:00.004+08:00

take love, multiply it by infinity
and take it the the depths of forever,
you only got a glimps of how i feel for u,

i will lose all my sleep,
jus to daydream about you.

==================================================================================

2008-05-12T15:28:00.001+08:00

i know i broke ur heart many times,
but if i can have u bk by my side again,
i promise nvr to let u go,
may fate bring us bk tgt once again ~

2008-05-07T22:01:00.001+08:00

todae not much activity,
aloysius is handsome today!
tts all,

2008-05-06T23:41:00.003+08:00

long time no blog ,
been very busy lately,hahas
todae go sch, kena caught for truancy, heng they nvr cane,
stay in sch the whole dae,
but didnt do any work,
after sch pei james go cut hair,
halfway went to kopitiam to buy cig,
slacked there for a while thn eugene pei me home to change,
after tt go green ler,
play play play,
after a while saw some fuck-ass,
mood changed, so me n eugene n co walked away to slack n meet gc,
after a while me n james meet feifei thn go to point for dinner with graceson,
wee u weet, eat till very full,
graceson fetch me on bike, (no kick) LOLS !!!!! jkjk
after tt go pasar malam walk walk, thn go keong hse take thin,
thn went bk to billard find graceson, after his pool go to chui feng to slack,
play sparring n learn a little,
wee u weet,
intresting day today, heng mood nvr spoil much,
loves my bro's !
bye!

2008-04-29T22:34:00.004+08:00

bloggin again, went to schoollllll, did not. lols,
meet sar in the morning thn went for breakfast,
after buy cig thn go slack ler,
slack at serangoon for a while thn go to hougang meet ilona n nigel,
thn go billard,
wait there for james n nixon n jiaxin,
thn after tt james n nixon pei me home to change thn off we go to nigel hse,
slack there a while thn go meeting ler,
didnt go report to police todae,
too lazy , hahas,
after see ppl tiao tang thn graceson fetch us all bk to green,
jus eat dinner nia, goin bath n sleep ler, wee u weet !

SOME HYPOCRITE,
SOME GUY U ARE AH?
DARE TO SAE BUT CANNOT DO,
IF CANNOT DO THN DUN SAE UNTIL LIKE U ARE SO GENEROUS N LIKE U CAN DO IT?,
THIS SHOWS WAT A 'TRUE' MAN U ARE,
DUN ACT LIKE U'RE SO CLOSE WITH ME NOW,
IF U THINK IM IN THE MIDST OF EVERYTHING,
PLS THINK TWICE AS IM NOT AS STUPID AS YOU,
I HOPE U WILL FUCK OFF FRM ME AS THE SIGHT OF U SPOILS MY WHOLE DAY,N IT SERIOUSLY PISSES ME OFF, IM NT THE FIRST PERSON WHOM U DID THIS TO LA, U SHD KNOW IT URSELF,LUCKILY I SEEN THROUGH UR COLOURS,UR A FUCKING WOLF IN A SHEEP'S SKIN
IF THERES A CHOICE, I WONT EVEN WAN TO SEE SUCH A HYPOCRITE LIKE U,
BLOODY CB KIA,DUN KEEP TRY TO ACT INFRONT OF ME AS IF UR SO INNOCENT N TT NTH'S HAPPENING,JUS TO LET U KNOW, IM NOT AS STUPID AS U,I CAN SEE THROUGH U CAUSE UR ACTING SUX, IF U WAN TO ACT I SUGGEST U GO TO MEDIACORP TO BUCK UP ON UR ACTING SKILLS,IF NOT DUN BOTHER TRYING TO ACT, IT WILL ONLY SHOW WAT A HYPOCRITE U ARE,
PS: TTS IF MEDIACORP WILL ACCEPT SUCH AN ASSHOLE LIKE U,
I DUN THINK THEY WILL EVEN CONSIDER U,
SO TRY SOMEWHERE WHERE PPL WILL ACCEPT ASSHOLES LIKE U. =D

2008-04-28T20:37:00.002+08:00

went sch todae, thn ran away frm history n DNT lesson,
thn met eugene in bus, n he pei me home as i need to prepare,
while coming out of my hse, received a phone call.
tanglin hq police officer,
hear his voice sibei shag liao,
after tt shag for the whole period, damn fucked up
after tt go eugene hse pei him prepare,
thn went to billard ,
mother know about this shit again
thn quarrel with mum,
fuck up la,
hear her statement i also dunno wat to do liao.
fucking fucked up dae,
dnoe wat will happen to my cases,
hope everything goes well bah,
thx jiaxin, ilona, eugene n co for cheering me up todae
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2008-04-27T13:21:00.002+08:00

back to blogging ~
didnt blog for the past few days as i have been coming home late in the morning,
fri went for midnight jogging with alot ppl, run until wan to die,
thn yst went to bugis walk walk. thn go yishun fetch guan chai,
so happening got police go catch one malay asshole,lols,
after tt cabbed back to hougang n slacked there,
thn go home ler lor,
very boring, very very boring,hahas
BYEBYE!

2008-04-24T22:04:00.002+08:00

didnt go to sch todae,
wahhaas, went to ave 8 meet soh in the morning,
thn wait poh, nigel n samuel come, thn we go eat thn go cut hair,
I REBOND HAIR TODAY! wahahhas,
look damn cute lor, alot ppl sae,
hahas
thn went to green for billard,
thn go home for tuition,
after tt go green again play billard with sharon,
LOSE SIA,hahas
thn we ate fries n went down to point for gathering,
came bk ard 9+ to eat my dinner,
goin bath thn sleep ler.
NIGHTS !